day 1 (15/11) and day 2 (16/11)

the temptation was so great but i thank You, Daddy for giving me the strength.

it has just been 2 days but i've already grown impatient.

i was thinking to myself yesterday, was it really what I want to do or was it for a reason on the sideline?

i still want to do it.

there would be days where it would be a bit more difficult due to circumstances.

but i hope they would understand.

Psalm 139:1-6

"O LORD, you have examined my heart
and know everything about me.
You know when I sit down of stand up.
You know my every though when far away.
You chart the path ahead of me
and tell me where to stop and rest.
Every moment you know where I am.
You know what I am going to say
even before I say it, LORD.
You both precede and follow me.
You place your hand of blessing on my head.
Such knowledge is too wonderful for me,
too great for me to know!"


indeed, i wait and long to know that path you have charted for me.

but at the same time i'm afraid that it may not be what i desire.

oh me of little faith.

did you not already know that Daddy would provide?

i do! i do!

but *sigh* do i really understand that fully?

Psalm 139:7-12

"I can never escape from your spirit!
I can never get away from your presence!
If I go up to heaven, you are there;
if I go down to the place of the dead, you are there.
If I ride the winds of the morning,
if I dwell by the farthest oveans,
even there your hand will guide me,
and your strength will support me.
I could ask the darkness to hide me
and the light around me to become night -
but even in darkness I cannot hide from you.
To you the night shines as bright as day.
Darkness and light are both alike to you."


-bea-