Monday, March 27, 2006

*scribbles in church* - 26/3/2006

heaviness...
what is this heaviness I feel?
the mind understands not what the heart feels.

You promised that my burdens will be taken away
You promised a bright tomorrow
i believed in You.

but why is there still that heaviness?
why is there doubt in me?
i don't understand, Lord.

are the earthquakes, wind, and fire too loud?
or am i just not listening hard enough?
what are You trying to tell me?

Lord, the metre is acting up
the temperature fluctuates between hot and cold
fix me.

why am i doing what i'm doing?
was it worth it? is it gonna be worth it?
refresh my memory, Lord.


-bea-

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

the night is always darkest before dawn. hang in there - you'll see beauty, if you just look hard enough. ;) take care dear girl - you're worth that extra care. *hugg*

-beascuits- said...

hey anonymous.. :) thanks! *hugz* btw, care to reveal urself? :p

Dave said...

Even Christians need the gospel daily, sometimes I need to preach at myself in the mirror :)

"Why so downcast o my soul? Put ur hope in GOD!"